The Cost Of Staying Salty

This might not convict you, but it sure does me! When hard things happen I am that soldier who keeps asking why things have to be so hard, dirty and dangerous. I must admit that before about 10 years ago, my vision of the christian walk was a very easy road, even easier than the road before Christ. I think I allowed myself to be misled by the "ideology" that drives most if not all of our outreach! So when the hard things occur, I'm like "why?" insert whiny voice! I even annoy myself! I need to hear these things, as I am often tempted to just stop being salty. I really have very little courage but we are working through it! Or should I say I am getting carried around alot by the savior?!